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Saturday, July 28, 2007
Whee!
Finally i manage to finish Mystery Case File: Huntsville. Haha! Ok.. ok... i know... that game is like sooo yesterday...
But bear in mind that i am playing this game only on weekends during working hour. Plus do you know how hard complete the game when i have only 5mins per exercution as i have expired the free 1 hr trial already...
Haha... Lame i know....
Anyway....
Yesterday was like... so damn boring!... For the 2nd time since i start working for this company a yr ago, that i had no plan whatsoever during my day off, so i end up staying at home all day. (erm... Technically, not all day: go pasar with mami and meet up D in the morning!).
Was stuck at home as Mami go off to accompany Mlang to spa, Dad working, Lil Sis out watching movie with Liyanah & Maziah, so being the good(!) granddaughter that i am, i accompany grandmama at home...
Spend the day sleep... sleep... sleep...
And glue-ing ribbons on Awi's wedding favor. (Which i doubt be able to fnish in time for the wedding)
D came by for awhile, I had a fun time laughing at him as grandmama kept asking him the same questions every 3 mins.
"nie tinggal mane nie, dekat ke jauh?"
"nie lagi skolah ke da kerja nie?"
"nah... makan lah nie, (turning to me) wedangan nye takde?" translation: Where are the drinks?
etc...etc...
And my sweet darling D, patiently answer each and every question..
But overall, ok lah... Enjoyed the day very much... Thanks darling D, *winkwink*...
Labels: Him
5:19 PM
Monday, July 16, 2007
Shit!
i just calculated my spenditure for this month. Spend way TOO much this month. Usually each month i just buy 1 shoe (well, my job requires me to walk ALOT, so my shoe tend to wear out fast REALLY!), 1 top/pants, blanja my family, spend a little on miscellaneous stuff. But damn it! i really go overboard this month, i bought: The Necessary Stuff:- Top up EZ-Link - Hp usage - Blanja Makan my Family The Unnecessary Stuff:- Contact Lenses - Make-up(Foundation, Concealer & Loose Powder) - The unmentionables - 1 Black Pants - 1 Yellow Top - Blanja my Girl The Ok-i-can-afford-to-indulge Stuff: - 1 RED shoe - Sharie's Engamement Cake - A top for Azian & Maziah - A shoe for mummy - Groceries (some odds & ends) Grand Total (Not Including Monthly Contribution to Family) is: Almost $600.00 !!!! Bloody Hell! and the Worst Thing is that, When i calculate there are still some $200-odd which is unaccounted for... Damn, see lah... Spend, spend, spend never kira. Buy this, buy that never think... Stupid Girl... Stupid, Stupid Girl.  Labels: $
7:16 PM
Friday, July 13, 2007
I give you everything that I am
I'm handin' over everything that I've got
Cause I wanna have a really true love
Don't ever wanna have to go & give you up
Stay up till Four In The Morning & the tears are pouring
& I want to make it worth the fight
What have we been doing for all this time?
Baby if we're gonna do it, come on do it right
1:16 PM
Monday, July 9, 2007
HATE IT!! i really hate it... Every week must have a super-duper HUGE arguements!! (This is not counting the everyday-fights....) Everytime it stars of with something stupid and silly.... it will blow up to a HUMONGOUS fight! Most of the time, words that u know u SHOULD NOT utter will spill out... SHOT first, regret blakang kira... Haiz.... This time round i admit i was partly wrong... Sorry... But timing so salah lah, i just finish counselling (screaming!) at one of my girls who despite been working for 4-bloody months still making the same old waaaay stupid silly mistake. i swear if i still be working here for long, i will be botak from pulling my hair off in frustration every single day and i will die early due to my sky-high blood pressure that these girls is giving me... (slap me somebody!)
Anyway back to my ridicoulously nonsensical arguement with HIM, it starts off me me jokingly making a deal with him: 'I will give him what he wants, within reasons lah, if he delete all that slutty girls on his friendster's friends list.' So as usual, he joke ard, asking me for ridiculous things that he jolly well know i CANNOT give him, until as expected, with my short-temperness, i call off the whole damn thing. But he thought that i was still joking, (all this happen on MSN, so he cant see me morphing into a red-faced, female version of Belthazor, half-human, half-demon husband of Phoebe Halliwell of Charmed), so he happily still haggling with me on what he wants in return. He then start deleting those sluts, happily plotting and planning on how to fully utilise his prize (i can picture him, rubbing his hands together, his smile streching till this ear), when i not-so-politely reminded him that the deal is off like, what, 20 mins ago?.... Then, wooohoooo, all hell just break loose. He accused me of not having the balls to hold up my end of the deal... yada.. yada... yada... ALMOST point out to him... "DUH! I'm a girl, obviously i don't have balls nanny-nanny poo poo." i swear if i did say that to him, it's as good as performing a hara-kiri on myself as he will sure blow up and our arguement will drag and drag and drag. Haiz... Looking back sometimes i really wonder, i mean really really wonder, it's nothing short of a miracle that we both are still together for 2 and a half yrs plus... Haiz... whatever it is... i still love u koala...  Even though sumtimes u behave like a jerk to me... but its ok,coz most times i've been such a monster to you. Hee hee... Ok lah.... Frurstration tossed out... back to playing game... erm.. i mean back to work.. See ya! Labels: Him
2:52 PM
Thursday, July 5, 2007
Feeling a little happy today... After Bitch-ing abt work yesterday,3 hrs later, Lady Boss says "Girl, i need u to go Home Service today.. at Toa Payoh... u leave at 4... take your time... if u want to bring the girl home, then there's no need for u return to office later... if not, then u return to drop the girl and you can go..." Whee!!! So dgn secepat nye, i finish up all my work and pack to get out of the stuffy office... Freedom! Was about to skip with joy bcoz finally can get out of office, i realise i was wearing one of my highest heels. Damn! but what the heck! I'm Happy! So me n my girl slowly make our way to the customer's place at Toa Payoh... Upon reaching her place, miraculously the customer just sign all the documents without much question, and for the first time since i start this job, i manage to conclude the meeting in just 20 mins. Phwee! To kill some time, i dgn hapi-nye go window-shopping with my girl... (err... i window-shop, my girl just trailing behind me..),.. haha Heaven.....
12:59 PM
Wednesday, July 4, 2007
 Tired... Damn Tired... It seems like these words kept popping out of my mouth.... but seriously.... Really. I am Freaking tired. Work-wise: Tired of dragging myself to work.... Tired of calling and counselling my girls... Tired of repeating the same lecture over and over again.... Tired of having to walk for 20 mins to and fro in High Heels, mind you, to fetch those girls every single morning... Tired of having to be nice, smiley, polite and friendly to customers when i badly want to strangle and tell them : "Oh for heaven sake! Get a life! Your life will not be in great danger if sumtimes your girl forgot to iron/wash/cook/etc... Just learn to live with it... She's not a robot! Zes!!" God Help Me!! Labels: Work
12:28 PM
Tuesday, July 3, 2007
hi there, feel so fuckd up.... Had a super-huge fight... pardon me... arguement with him yesterday. Tell me if i am being ridioulous... Tell me if i am being childish.... BUT..... He PROMISED me.... How dare he... Sometimes i think is it worth it? Is it worth it?....the anger, the pain, the disappointment he caused... i admit i am no saint but is he even trying? to try to make it work.... or we are already at the point where neither of us EVEN CARE anymore... I am tired.... Fucking tired to play the game anymore.... I have no time... no energy anymore... God help me... Labels: Him
6:59 PM
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