hi there,

feel so fuckd up....

Had a super-huge fight... pardon me... arguement with him yesterday.

Tell me if i am being ridioulous...

Tell me if i am being childish....

BUT.....

He PROMISED me....

How dare he...

Sometimes i think is it worth it?

Is it worth it?....the anger, the pain, the disappointment he caused... i admit i am no saint but is he even trying?

to try to make it work....

or

we are already at the point where neither of us EVEN CARE anymore...

I am tired....

Fucking tired to play the game anymore....

I have no time... no energy anymore...

God help me...

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