HATE IT!!

i really hate it...

Every week must have a super-duper HUGE arguements!! (This is not counting the everyday-fights....)

Everytime it stars of with something stupid and silly.... it will blow up to a HUMONGOUS fight!

Most of the time, words that u know u SHOULD NOT utter will spill out... SHOT first, regret blakang kira...

Haiz....

This time round i admit i was partly wrong... Sorry...

But timing so salah lah, i just finish counselling (screaming!) at one of my girls who despite been working for 4-bloody months still making the same old waaaay stupid silly mistake.

i swear if i still be working here for long, i will be botak from pulling my hair off in frustration every single day and i will die early due to my sky-high blood pressure that these girls is giving me... (slap me somebody!)

Anyway back to my ridicoulously nonsensical arguement with HIM, it starts off me me jokingly making a deal with him: 'I will give him what he wants, within reasons lah, if he delete all that slutty girls on his friendster's friends list.'

So as usual, he joke ard, asking me for ridiculous things that he jolly well know i CANNOT give him, until as expected, with my short-temperness, i call off the whole damn thing.

But he thought that i was still joking, (all this happen on MSN, so he cant see me morphing into a red-faced, female version of Belthazor, half-human, half-demon husband of Phoebe Halliwell of Charmed), so he happily still haggling with me on what he wants in return.

He then start deleting those sluts, happily plotting and planning on how to fully utilise his prize (i can picture him, rubbing his hands together, his smile streching till this ear), when i not-so-politely reminded him that the deal is off like, what, 20 mins ago?....

Then, wooohoooo, all hell just break loose. He accused me of not having the balls to hold up my end of the deal... yada.. yada... yada... ALMOST point out to him... "DUH! I'm a girl, obviously i don't have balls nanny-nanny poo poo." i swear if i did say that to him, it's as good as performing a hara-kiri on myself as he will sure blow up and our arguement will drag and drag and drag.

Haiz...

Looking back sometimes i really wonder, i mean really really wonder, it's nothing short of a miracle that we both are still together for 2 and a half yrs plus...

Haiz... whatever it is... i still love u koala...

Even though sumtimes u behave like a jerk to me... but its ok,coz most times i've been such a monster to you. Hee hee...

Ok lah.... Frurstration tossed out... back to playing game... erm.. i mean back to work..

See ya!